i'm stuck in my own home

Hello. I just went for knee surgery on Monday because I tore my ACL (a ligament that's in my knee). So... here I sit on the couch in my home, slightly fuzzy because I've been taking T-3s for the pain and all that... and I'm going bored. I've also been playing James Bond on N64 for a while, but also go a little cross-eyed after a while. So... now I've been watching 13 Going on 30 with Jennifer Garner. Yup, I already watched it once, but I fell asleep during it, so I had to try again. It seems like a cute movie... so that's good.

I would love to rent a movie... but that requires walking to the movie store. And plus, I'm starting university next week so I need to keep the cash where it's needed. So... I keep falling asleep infront of the TV. I already watched all of season 2 of House and I've watched all 5 seasons of Gilmore Girls within the last couple months... and plus, I really don't like getting off the couch because that move does hurt. Something about the blood draining down my leg.

I actually don't even know what I'm writing anymore, because I'm falling asleep again. For anyone that read this far, trust me, I'm doing really well, the knee is slowly getting better, I'm bored but excited for next week, and okay... sleepsy time for me.

heck yes, this is important

Yes, House is back on September 5th! Boo ya Season Three! I'm a nerd, but it's okay. So unless you're finding the cure for cancer or writing the best book known to man... you'd better be watching it.

just incase you're curious...

So, I've seen a couple movies in the past little bit that I want you to know about:

World Trade Center
This movie was really well done, really well put together, and I think really did a good job of paying tribute to the people that sacrificed their lives. I know I was close to tears several times while watching it, because you knew what was going to happen. It's sad, but I think they did a good job of making a movie that is dedicated to all the people affected by it.

Snakes On A Plane
This movie SUCKED. This movie was the worst movie I have seen in a long time. I got suckered in, with all the attention and hype that was given to it before it was released. And, I heard about it on the radio that it was #2 in the box office, so something had to have gone right. Yup, I'm pretty sure that everyone fell for the same thing I did, because that movie was just plain bad. The cheesy lines, the cheesy acting, the disgusting snake bites, and the unrealistic story... altogether made it stupid. And that I somewhat expected, but there was disgusting sex in it and nudity that was completely unnecessary. They could have done a really good job with that movie and made it into a good thriller, but now it's just one of those dumb summer movies that will never be a hit.

The only saving point to that movie... was that Bobby Cannavale was in it... because he's nice to look at, and I think he's a good actor. Anybody remember him from Third Watch? I didn't like that show as much after his character was shot and killed... didn't make it as interesting anymore. Bobby was also in "The Night Listener" playing the ex-boyfriend of Robin William's character. Well, kudos to him for doing two movies that came out at relatively the same time. Anyways, don't see Snakes On A Plane, because you will have lost 2 hours of your life that you will never get back.

what's that? 7 more days...

Yup, 7 more days until I go for surgery... and incase I counted wrong, I'm going for surgery on Aug. 28 to fix my knee. So, Aug. 29, I plan on running a marathon. I don't know, do you think that's pushing it? But actually, I start school on Sept. 5, so that'll be fun. Hopefully I'll slowly be weaning my knee off those crazy crutches by that time, so I'll be able to run around like Terry Fox trying to keep up with the crazy tour. I'm not worried, actually, it'll be okay... I get to go for the tour a little early, before the surgery. So folks, that's the news. Wish me luck... or just keep me in your prayers, whatever works for you.

guess what I'm getting

I'm getting a tattoo. On my forearm. Well, I think that's the right term for where I want it. Hang on, I'll make sure. Yup. On my forearm. A couple inches below my wrist on my arm. I'm excited. And this is what I want, it's the Chinese symbol for peace. I don't know when I'm getting it... but I am going to. Soon. Well... sooner than later.

day off today... woo hoo

Yes folks.. my day off today. I love it! And as soon as I figure out what I want to do... then it'll be great. Maybe I'll go see a movie... Or re-arrange my room. That I've been trying to attempt to start doing since a while ago... possibly several weeks... pretty much ever since I discovered that during the night some part of my body ends up punching a hole in the wall. So, now, I have to move my bed away from the wall at night so that I don't make the dent bigger. Although now, I'm afraid I'm going to fall between the wall and the bed and wake up thinking I'm being buried alive... but I'll let you know when that happens.

the day of the sad poem

what does this mean?
is our friendship gone for good?
are we done?
never to hang out again?
i don't understand.
is it okay that i feel this way?
is it okay that i don't want to play this game anymore?
i don't know.
everything should be okay.
but i don't think it will be.
everything is changing and i'm confused.
i know i miss you.
i know i wish i saw you more often.
i know that things may never be cool again.
i know... that i don't know anymore.
but what i do know is...
i deleted your user account off my computer.